Ramblings

I recently wrote about the ugly side of my pregnancy. Now it's time to write about the beautiful side.

Memphis will be 5 months old in just a few days and man that little girl!!!

Chris started working the weekend shift so I've been getting up with both babies which includes feedings, diaper changes and lots of loving just the three of us.

Memphis is so funny. When you tell her to dance she starts wiggling her hips and does a kind of hop where she pushes her hips up. She really loves to giggle Especially at her brother. She is fiesty. She lets you know what she wants when she wants it. Falling in love with her took some time but man oh man when I fell I have fallen so hard for her! 

Jack has always been my left to my right foot. We have always been insync with each other. But watching him and the love he has got for his sister at times makes my heart feel like it's going to explode. I'm falling in love with being a mom all over again. 

I loved being a mom with Jack but I'm finding out everyday how amazing being a mom to two is. I may not be a perfect mom but to them I am enough. I'm loving being home with just the two of them. I may be exhausted and my house may be a mess but I'm making memories with those two that will never happen again. 

I've let go of so much the past few weeks that it's starting to feel like I'm breathing for the first time in so long. All you can do is keep moving forward. 

Until we meet again-ASH